My dear 'atif
As i sat here in this operation theatre on a sunday, i think about you at home, with ayah..
Ayah sent me a text message just now saying that you didn't want to take your bottle. That you only drank 1oz from your usual 3oz.
I'm worried.. But i am not there with you..
Please know my dear, though i am not there with you i am always thinking of you.
As i sat here looking after patient undergoing surgery, i'm thinking of you.
I hope that you would be safe the entire time i am not with you..
I can't wait until my shift ended so i could go home and kiss your chubby cheeks..
In the future, there are times that i might have to work and not be able to be with you, i just want you to know that i love you and i wish i could always be there to protect you.